#I like the heat but thats just a me thing

[trinnityn]

Caitlyn Kiramman HCS

Warnings: SFW + NSFW 18+ content below. View with discretion. possesive!cait, she fucks you with a gun at some point, Reader and cait are married, shower sex

A/N : lowk short cause i was lazy but i wanted to post this 💙 please dont flop.

SFW

LOVES waking up next to you, and she's definitely a huge morning person cause of that sole reason. yes, she hates work and all the stress that comes with it but getting to wake up to her wife after an amazing night of sleep? thats reward enough for her. probably the only thing she thinks about whenever shes on her way home the only thing she dislikes about your mornings together is whenever she leans in for a kiss and you whine about how you just woke up and think you're too messy, cause. so what? she sees nothing but perfection, even in your worst.

"goodmorning, darling."

"cait i just woke up im all gross-"

"you mean to say you're absolutely exquisite, and yes cait i want a kiss."

"dont ever speak ill of yourself, love."

Speaking of so, she always has something to give to you whenever she got home from a long day at work. it doesnt matter how tired she is. you were mentioning a craving of yours at the morning? immediately getting it after work. hell she'll even go as far as buying flowers or something even more expensive than just food. she just loves spoiling you.

has a habit of grabbing or squeezing your waist tighter whenever she sees someone even glancing at you longer than 10 seconds. she grew up spoiled and basically getting everything that she wanted, in result, she becomes very possesive of the things she has. including you, her dearest, most precious asset.

"cait.. stop squeezing so much. im not going anywhere."

"he was gawking at you, like you're some object."

would beg you for a massage daily or just to play with her hair. would sometimes over exaggerate how tiring her day at work was just to get extra effection from you.

gets SUPER whiny for some reason whenever you dont have your ring on. its like, everyone has to know she has a gorgeous wife, right? thats her wife. always uses the reason that "it compliments your pretty hands.", always kisses every individual finger before sliding the ring back on. she likes to think shes proposing to you again.

"will you marry me?, my lovely wife?"

NSFW

loves tying you up and taking full control. something about it makes the heat pool up in her stomach, and to think that she has power over you makes everything all the better. when shes desperate enough, her handiwork doesnt have to be perfect as long as you're restrained, but when she takes her time? trust it'll be hell. being fully undressed as she works to tie different ropes all across your body, your wet, sopping cunt grinding against the rope between your legs as you squirm for the slightest bit of friction. she'll make sure to punish you for that, though.

VERY dexterous with her hands, better than her strap by a slight difference. has basically fingered you everywhere in the kiramman house. bedroom? had you on her lap as she basically probed and bruised your cervix before having to leave for work. kitchen? bent over and begging for it as she just slipped them in and out of you. bathroom? held you against your back with the shower running, the cold water washing over the couple as she parted your folds, taking her sweet time.

Got jealous of some other girl clearly trying to get in your pants while she turned away for a few minutes at a social event she took you to. even in a prestigious, sophisticated soiree filled with distinguished leaders, politicians she still couldnt hold back her greed. her greed for you, and how much she despises even the sight of you near another person that isnt her. she threw you right on the bed before having your skirt bunched up on your waist and getting your brain fucked dumb with her 8 inch royal blue strap. rubbing your clit in small, tight circles before pushing your panties aside when you were wet enough to plunge straight in your wet heat, taking a moment to adjust before setting a harsh, and punishing pace.

fucked you with a gun once at her desk. sprawled out and shivering at the cold air as she eased the pistol's barrel in and out of your pulsing cunt, your wrists grasped in a tight, almost brusing hold as she held them above your head, whispering into your ear breathlessly keep you on edge.

"good girl, taking my gun well.. what if i just.. pull the trigger? no? then take it and stop squirming, darling."

A/N: thinking of making a fic out of that last one OHHHHH lord. i already have a draft saved LOL

-XOXO, trinnifer💋

[fionaapplerocks]

Google Translation of the June 2000 interview for Crossbeat Japan. n.b. This may contain translation errors.

if your success is based on your honesty?

Thats right, because if I write songs or make an album for no good reason, obviously there's no sincerity there, right? If I feel something so intensely or I'm so overwhelmed by something that I just can't help but write songs and I start making an album, then that's when the path opens up. That's the truth.

And it's successful. …so that's why no-one understands.

If I have 10 songs in my head right now and I'm writing them out and polishing them…I don't care. I might want to put out an album tomorrow. But at the same time, I'm okay with five years from now. So I don't know (laughs)."

-Is it possible that you play the piano just for fun?

"Not at all. Sometimes I play for fun. But it's no fun if I don't need to. I only feel happy when it feels great or when I'm inspired to do something. If I started forcing myself to make music, I would destroy my method of making music. And… "

...You will also lose the way to confirm your progress. But you've used music as a way to overcome pain, and now you're more confident than ever. How do you plan to stay motivated to continue making music in the future? Do you think there will come a day when you no longer need music?

"No. The day when I no longer need music will never come.

But there's a chance that I won't need to expose myself to the outside world, but I'll definitely continue making music. I have no choice."

-Looking back on the five years since your debut, what are you most proud of?

"What I'm proud of… are the relationships I've made. I'm proud of meeting my bandmates and my tour manager Steve. I'm proud of our friendships. And I'm proud of being a real musician, not just a girl who likes to play piano. I had no idea if I had the talent or the skills. … I'm proud of the progress I've made to be able to play with Pando (Piano?). I'm proud of being able to share my love of music with other people, not just staying alone in my room. … I'm proud of the inner growth that music has fostered and the way it has heated up my life. … And I'm proud of my second album (laughs). I'm really proud."

-Compared to when you first started playing the piano at age 8, has the meaning of music changed for you over time? Do you find new roles and new values ​​in music?

"Yes, I have discovered that music can exist only from joy. I have learned that music does not always have to come from pain. And I have realized that even if music comes from pain, it can still be enjoyed (laughs)."

Ultimately, your musical endeavors seem to be driven by a desperate desire to be understood. To what extent have you been rewarded in this regard? Any progress? "No! No progress at all! (laughs). It's really no good, I'm going in the opposite direction. If I started to seek understanding through my musical expression, I feel like the exact opposite has happened. But on the other hand, maybe I don't need to be understood as much as I used to. It's been a learning experience, and things will be as they are. There's not much justification for doing music because you want to be understood. The reason I continue with music is… to give joy to other people. By doing that, joy comes back to me. And I just want to go forward as my instincts dictate. I should never have thought from the beginning that I was doing music to get recognition. In the end, it was because people didn't accept me that I learned that I don't need the approval of others to continue with music."

-You have a tendency to admit your defeat from the beginning. You seem to have the strength to accept that you will always be misunderstood and that you will always make mistakes, and to use defeat as a starting point to face life and pave your way. Where does this strength come from?

"Well, first of all, I have never given up. I don't think that Eimichi/Eido will continue to misunderstand me. Of course, there will always be people who misunderstand me in the future. But that's the real fun of touring. It's only by touring that I realize that there are people in the world who accept me, who understand me. It's just that they're not the ones who write the headlines in magazines. ••Um, I'm lost. What was the question?"

- I wanted you to tell me the source of your strength that allows you to fight even in such adversity….

"Well, it just comes from that place. I get it from the people I meet on tour. There's a whole world out there that I don't know, but I get strength from seeing with my own eyes that there are people who feel the same way as me. And I guess… no, I'm sure I'll feel that in Japan. That's what musical expression does. I mean, it's like a conversation topic. Something that people can agree on and get excited about together. So that's where the power comes from."

Finally, you're only 22 years old and you've already made two great albums. How do you want to develop yourself as an artist in the future?

"I don't know (laughs)."

- Sorry, I know that's an abstract question.

"No, don't worry about it! But I… I don't think I should have the answer to that question. I'll just have to wait and see.

When we were talking about the next album, I said I had no idea when I'd be able to write new songs. It's the same thing…. I just… I think that to develop myself as an artist, I'll have to become a harder worker and develop the drive to do so. I want to be able to work for the pleasure that comes from the work itself, not just to complain, cry, or get some kind of cathartic feeling, but to actually move my muscles. That must be the best feeling, I'm sure."

2000-May-08 Crossbeat June 2000 edition [Video]

[thebestjjenthusiast]

carolina’s children

06 | 07 | 08

“being a singer means i have the y/n driving me around? why didnt i audition earlier?” jj joked as i parked my car temporarily outside his porch.

“i just dont trust you with maps and coordinates” i shrugged as i unlocked the doors, watching him as he walked over to the passenger seat

“so, are you finally relaxed about tonight?” he looked at me as i revved

“relaxed is… not exactly my state right now” i looked at him for a brief moment and hit the gas

“well me and the pogues have a little surprise for you after the concert. y’know, to make you feel better” he smiled, and i felt my checks heating up just a little bit

“a surprise huh?” i smiled as he hummed. we are now on our way to chris’ house to start working.

i mean the fact that he had covid didnt mean we couldnt use the garage right? open space (sorta), a whole different floor than the rest of the house and all the gear we needed. i figured we’d be alright, and pope the big brain already said itd be okay.

chris of course agreed. he actually really loved each and every single one of us, bandmates and our friends. and i did love him back. if he discretely disliked the band as in working in it had nothing to do with our friendship (unlike mike).

“rafe where had you been hiding those skills?” jj trolled him ironically, making rafes temper rise.

“will you shut it” rafe shot back and tried his best to focus.

“how about instead of mocking him you start singing boy?” i growled as i continued studying my sheets.

pope was focusing on his bass, especially since we decided to cover a lot of red hot chili peppers. it was easier for jj and his vocal chords.

after what felt like ages, the time was six pm, and we were doing fairly well considering the circumstances. rafe was not acing it, but he was pulling it off. jj was messing up a few lyrics here, cracking his voice slightly there, but i had faith in him.

now, it wouldnt be a classic the band performance, but the audience will at least have live music to hear.

just as soon as we finished revising our last song, song,we heard my phone ringing, then suddenly stopping as i got a notification.

“that was a good one well done guys” i said removing the belt of my guitar and putting it on a sofa near me.

i grabbed my phone to see i has a few missed calls and a text message from trixie

❛ trixie.. or trixie the pic tricky as many called her around the island for her insane photography skills. she often worked for us during our concert days, mostly photographing and then posting them on her platfrom, boosting ours and her career. but since we bonded so fast, and her dad owned the bar we were performing, she took some manager duties from time to time, such as telling us when we needed to head over there to start preping up just like she was doing now ❜

“guys tricky just texted me” i announced, earning two confused looks and a response only from pope

“oh shoot, we gotta go guys come on” he ordered as he started placing his bass inside its case

i started taking my stuff too as rafe took the drumsticks and jj took the sheets he didnt fully remember

“may i ask whos tricky?” jj breathed as we we’re basically running towards my car to take off

“shes our photographer slice manager” i stated “her names actually trixie” i continued

“wait trixie with the bob and the bangs?” rafe questioned

“yea thats the one” i replied getting on my drivers seat “now buckle up”

“why do i know her” rafe was mumbling to himself as pope turned from the seat next to me to look at him

“you went to the same high school probably, shes rich as shit” he stated as he watched rafe fading a smile with agreement

“yea shes really sweet but will kill us if things go south” i pulled pope to sit properly on his seat as i was speeding a little too much “did you tell her the news? shes off twitter” i asked him

“uh.. i forgot” he squinted his eyes and an elbow came right towards his ribcage

“i will kill you heyward” i shouted as questions begun flying from the back seats.

taglist: @rafeysworldim19, @amterasuu, @bee-43, @eviepostssometimes, @imsiriuslyreal, @sarahmaybank

an: i love doing random introductions i feel like im tarantino😛but no splatter here 🙏

[janeacular]

Cold is sharp stabbing needles puncturing every tiny little atom in your body & Hot is a low hum drum throb pulsating through your organs. And both get infinitely worse when you add water :)

[bamsara]

Also why did July become of the most busiest, hottest and most expensive month of my life

I need August to become boring as shit. No more shit happening to me, no more emergencies, no weddings, no birthdays, no health scares, no more heatwave, no more social obligations, no nothing I just want to stay home, make stickers for my life blood aka patreons and write fanfiction in an air-conditioned space PLEASE

[icewindandboringhorror]

sneepy cozy time....

[i-am-simply-here]

Me trying and failing to explain to my boss why I think people with a disabled placard/parking thing (what are they called actually?) should be able to park in the parking lot at the nature reserve in town for free because I am struggling to find the words and it just kind of sounds like I'm whining about having to pay $10 to park in the reserve

[tarrarre]

This is so dumb cause like I get what they're saying like yeah EVERY prime number only has 1 and itself as factors but does it not mean anything to you that it's the lowest prime AND the ONLY even prime AND it by itself eliminates EVERY OTHER EVEN NUMBER from being a prime number due to it being a factor of every even number? Does that mean nothing to you??? It should be obvious why it's special and it isn't because there's a special word for divisibility by 2........

[tommygotwrittenoff]

sorry but no one can convince me that t is giving buck head. he'd be like. 😐🫤 evan, your dick is too big, can't i just give you a handy instead? and buck being the little people pleaser that he is would just be like. 😟😔 yeah...yeah okay that's fine...

[arosebyan0thername]

When will they make a soy-free tofu substitute

[billythephoneguy]

Man I love drawing hands so much 😭 like look at how good these hands look (cough cough hands from a drawing I’m currently working on 🥺🙏)

[s0fter-sin]

if i don’t eat a complex food soon i’m going to scream

[neonstatic]

Straight men are not it!!!! They make me Sick!!!!!

[icewindandboringhorror]

currently at That Point which occurs once every few months where one briefly begins pacing around the house teary eyed contemplating selling their own organs or becoming an online scammer or getting on anxiety meds so you can bear the risk taking required to be a hitman or so on and so forth.... why must everything so Expensive... Surely all would be healed in life if only I had one big plate of lasagna and a simple loan of $40,000 ... auoughhh....

[wildcatpaws]

public transport has been really getting to me the past couple of days, people have angered me so much in very small ways; repetitively tapping fingers (misophonia x( ), touching their elbows and shoulders off of mine despite me clearly shrinking away, moving my seat & placing their hands on it. Like its so bad I got my first ear shift ever, i felt them pin back in anger. I wish i could snap, growl, bark, anything for them to get the message but alas :(

please be mindful of others on public transport

sincerely,

wolf dog with misophonia that takes public transport every single day.